Arthur Schopenhauer - German Philosophers, equal parts beauty and terror in the pursuit of the truth....

"...the body is the phenomenal form of the will to live."

Schopenhauer Essay On suicide

We all live with some form of existential angst.  We all find our own way to move with grace through the horrors of our demons and enjoy the exploits of the ecstasy of living.

"The truth, however ugly in itself is always curious and beautiful to the seeker after it." M. Poirot Agatha Christie The Murder of Roger Ackroyd.